I was recently re-reading Osho’s book, The Empty Boat, where he claims that if you put a watch with a second hand in front of you and try to keep your attention on it, you’ll fail almost immediately. Fifteen seconds, twenty, thirty at most – then the mind slips off into some other thought, and you forget you were ever watching. Holding awareness unbroken for even a single minute, he says, is genuinely hard.
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Gallery visits: June 2026
I visited Sadie Coles HQ and went to a private view at Royal Academy. I found some brilliant references for the design of my zine and inspiration for the next ThoughtCounter edition.
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Rethinking the research paper
I had my 121 with my tutor Gia on Thursday. She also sent me her own research paper from the same course, Identifying a depiction of metamodern alienation in the Apple TV+ series Severance, which is hyper-specific, deeply researched, and very inspiring. The combination has made me rethink the direction mine should go and it makes sense now why she was pushing me in our last meeting to be more specific!
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Research paper: Initial plan
Initial ideas on what I want to write about and how I plan to do it.
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Tutorial with Jonathan Kearney – 13 May 2026.
I shared the first draft of the zine design with Jonathan and this post summarises our key discussion points. There are so many great ideas to explore and develop.
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‘Meditation’ zine brief
Plans for a standalone publication on meditation.
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Notes on the next edition of ThoughtCounter
I’ve been thinking about how to expand the next edition of Thought Counter beyond the 60-second investigation.
The challenge since the first iteration is how to create meaningful change after the investigation. What follows are a few ideas I’m exploring – a zine, audio guidance, a guided meditation takeaway – each one a different attempt to offer that next step.
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ThoughtCounter research – interview findings
I spoke to 11 people – some who’ve never meditated, some who tried and stopped – and asked them to be brutally honest about why.
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Engaging users after the initial ThoughtCounter investigation
I had a conversation with one of my meditation teachers, Renata, about using a choice-based flow after the initial 60-second ThoughtCounter investigation, and how to create meaningful change. The mind likes to choose, so the idea for this is that every step offers a binary or short-list option.
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3rd term key projects
Creating new editions of ThoughtCounter.
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